抑郁症

我会莫名地心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静地发呆，怀念着逝去的人和事。
我会突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷得发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
我会发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
我会突然感觉自己与世界格格不入。
我会突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
我会在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
我会突然很想哭，却难过得哭不出来。
我会在夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
我会在走过熟悉的街角，突然就会想起一个人的脸。
我会觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。
我会觉得孤单，明明自己身边很多朋友。
我会突然找不到自己，把自己弄丢了。
我会突然冒出一种“厌倦”的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
我会看不到自己未来的样子，面对未来，迷茫得不知所措。
我会听到一首歌，就想起了一个人。
我会渴望被人理解，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。
我自己的梦想很多，却力不从心...
我有抑郁症，虽然不知道严重不严重。
我有，我知道...

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Panorama

Heard of that 黄宗泽 came to Queensbay Mall, Penang this afternoon. Nyah, don't even care about it. Anyhow, today was really tired of that when mum woke me up at 9:30 a.m.. I'll tell you a secret. I slept at 3:00 a.m. yesterday. That's what made me tired the whole day today D:. Uh, went to 1st Avenue for the very 1st time. Kind of 'sampat' but luckily saw nobody I knew there. Took some panorama snapshot. :P


Taken from the 6th floor.


Taken from the 8th floor.

独乐乐不如众乐乐, he likes sharing things he knew, he saw, just needed somebody to appreciate what he did :D

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Fryday

I was so excited on Thursday as I will be having another 'venti' size outing with me friends and of course, going back to my primary school to see how this 'Canteen Day' event going.

Departed from le home at about 8:00 to school. It was le brother's and all others' Form 5 students graduation ceremony. Heard le brother say that there were about 80 people were unable to get into the school hall to celebrate. How sad... Didn't know that even on the day when the graduation ceremony was held, those Kadet Polis still need to perform their marching skills, Kadet Remaja Sekolah was there too. Pity them. (Me, Shao Qian) Departed from Chung Ling to Lee Tze's (Mr. Ang) house by bus. It took us about 20 minutes to wait for a bus, during that time, Shao Qian was there to teach me how to use, function my 'semi-DSLR'.

The only picture that made me felt satisfied:

Taken from the flyover, nice aye? Did some editing of course :)

Reached Lee Tze's house and we were there playing his PSP like 'siao kias', and taking photos and watching TV and reading newspapers and something really really funny.


Left to Right: Lee Tze, Li Yuan, Shao Qian.

Went back to Shang Wu and saw Chang, the Headmaster, Sis, Evonne, Xin Qi, Jesslin and others Chung Ling boys. Nothing to say here. SKIP ->

Took Rapid to Queens, and it took us about 45 minutes to reach our destination.



On the bus :)

Saw many Chung Ling boys there (Queens) doing some stupid, funny things, Not funny anyway. Took my lunch in Sakae Sushi and what do you know? We saw Ng Mei Ling, Ooi Siew Peng, Tan Siew Hoon and one more morning session teacher there too to have their lunch. gave All the teachers there a very big response, how embarrassing D:

Nothing to do and so decided to see what it would like to be in Neway. Went in and do nothing, except watching them singing those really ugly songs, Eww.


Neway, watching them singing. *yawn*

Shao Qian promised me that he would teach me how to use my semi-DSLR more detailed but he did not because of that his camera went wrong when Lee Tze dumped his camera two feet tall when we're in his house. 失败 :S


At first his cam. was good and something went wrong after that. A picture taken by me.

Then we went for Borders の Starbucks to have a cup of coffee. Had myself a Mocha Praline, yum yum :)

Starbucks Coffee :)

And a


Book, all about photography :D.

The sky turned dark all of a sudden. Then the rain, thunder came together. I was a scary moment as I was really scared about thunders and rains. So, I make a quick goodbye and took this Rapid back home. The whole road was congested. It took me about 45 minutes to reach Komtar (from Queens) and it took me approximate 1 and a half hour to reach home (from Komtar).

The sky was dark when I was in the bus. Dark and cold. Reached home at about 7:30 p.m.. Got scolded by mom and luckily yesterday was a false alarm for that dad wouldn't let me go out with me friends anymore. :P

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Lunch Buffet @ G-hotel

Long time no blog, how'ya doin'? Had a buffet lunch today at G-hotel, don't jelly :P. the buffet started at approximate 12:00 noon. We went there a bit late. (Just five minutes late though -.-) I heard people said that there will be about 120 people coming in the buffet but it ends up only a few table of people trying to stuff as much food as they can take into their tummy. After all, it's an all you can eat buffet. I'm a bit 'sot sot'. People usually take their dessert after having their meal. But I had my dessert first before having my main course. Kinda funny right?

Photos I took during the buffet:

G-cafe:

Can you find the chocolate fountain? I bet you can't :)


Ice Scream :)


The pudding looks yummy right? However, it's fattening D:

I was very surprised when they announced that there's a lucky draw session. We drew a 2 person G-hotel buffet, that is you can have your all you can eat FREE buffet at any time as long you know the way to the hotel. How lucky are we :D


The G-gift voucher.

There's a male clown named Susan was there to entertain young kids, I'm a teenager already, so I was not entertained, how sad.


It's "Susan" the clown. (You and I both know that clown loves fancy talking and joking, so don't be such an idiot. A male wouldn't have a name called Susan, unless you went through some plastic surgery.)

Well, me sister was entertained by "Susan" and she challenged "Susan" if he can make a dragon.
Challenge accepted and he made a dragonfly. Holy Cow :S He made a Tweety Bird too. Too bad Sylvester was not there. ):


Cute aye? Tweety Bird :P


Lamb chop, swore that I'll never ever have a lamb chop again, and yes, oysters too, they're just too disgusting D:

You know what? I still prefer this chapatti

The last food I took before leaving the cafe.

My stomach changed from 1 to 5 (the shape of me stomach). Gotta go on diet soon. Stay tuned :)
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And yes, to all SPM candidates, 加油! :DD

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