Saturday, October 26, 2013

雪糕?

Cinnamon Ice Cream & Raspberry Sorbet

不知从何时开始,
我开始对幸福和完整无缺的字眼特别的注意。
很多人说完整无缺的家庭才是幸福的家庭
但,
事实如此吗?

从前有一个小孩,
有一个关心他的哥哥,
一个比较小孩子气的妈妈。
生活虽然不像那小孩长大后这么富裕,
但是生活得还蛮高兴的。
偶尔与母亲到麦当劳去享用冰淇淋。
他的童年无暇
欢乐无比。

那小孩6岁那年,
母亲的身体出了点状况,
医生说是压力所造成的。
压力?
难道就无法释放吗?
为何要收起来呢?

一直到这小孩长大后,
母亲才不是提一提孩子婴儿时期所发生的一些事故。

不插嘴
有时候还可以听上整一个小时
哭了
纸巾
抹干
安慰
感言
有时候三个人也会破涕为笑。

那是一个热闹的新年,
这孩子的哥哥也即将上大学去了
很少与父亲相处的他们,
那天竟然可以与他谈上整个小时
谈到雪糕
父亲一次都没有与孩子一起享用雪糕
每次向他提议出门,
总是推三阻四的。
怪不得孩子不想与父亲说话

吃雪糕
有时候不是为了解暑
也不是为了爽
而是可以与亲人谈谈心事,促进感情。
这事儿不是零用钱可以办到的。

吃雪糕,
乐一乐,
幸福

幸福,
与完整无缺没有必然关系
完整无缺的家庭并不代表幸福
但这些都无所谓了
母亲,我爱你 :3

面对

有些事情,
不能你不去面对。
之前提到的面临'掉班'问题,
会在我中学生涯的最后一年里发生。

对于我来说,
这是一种自我认识的机会,
是我人生的转折点。
我从来就没有把自己看得很烂,
也没把自己看得很好。

或许对于有些人来说,
'跌班'
是一种耻辱。
但我并不这么想。
人生总会有高高低低,

是的,
'跌班',
将是我人生中的污点,
时时刻刻提醒自己,
中四那年的我,
是如此的散漫。
度蜜月?
一切已成定局。

这几个晚上都在想'跌班'的好处/坏处
好处,在这儿好象不方便讲
坏处:
- 学长团所带来的负面影响?
- 人缘差?
- 误入歧途?
- 没朋友?
相信应该都会遇上这些问题吧?
好疑惑。

那么身为‘长辈’的我
有义务提醒‘晚辈’:
中四并非 Honeymoon Year,
真的得拚。
不要像我这个样子,
才知道后悔
课外活动的却重要,
但学业应放在第一位。


昨天的乌云,
即将被今天的阳光刷白。
放眼望去,
看见的不再是令人沉闷的山丘,
而是令人有过焕然一新的感觉,
为当初立下的梦想,
展翅翱翔
飞吧! :D

Flying crane
...
..
.
晚安. :D

Thursday, October 24, 2013

The Missed-OUT Part 3

Should have blogged this months ago but too busy with school examinations, co-curriculum activities blah blah blah. This blog post will be all about the events I went through during the Chung Ling High School 4th International Student Camp.

Countries which participated the 4th Chung Ling International Student Camp:
We have from:
India,
Indonesia,
China,
Malaysia

First of all, thanks to the photography club for giving me the opportunity to participate in the event.
Secondly, to all those caring camp facilitators.

The events took about 7 days, 2 days as for the home-staying programmes, where facilitators aren't involved.
Now, 废话少说,马上进入正题:

As for the Pre-Camp (Day 0), where we welcome the foreigners at the airport.
No nice photos of mine are being taken.
Because mainly all the photographs at the airport were taken by another 2 photography club committees.

Now, for Day 1.
The facilitators checked in the Stallion apartment.
Here:
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Amelyn was there, helping with the registration PLUS the check in.

Then, we went to their ballroom and had breakfast.
After some embarrassment time,
Here, they started to be divided into groups, to interact among each other, to be briefed for the coming events.

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They're already there discussing among themselves.

After the team briefing session, group leaders were chosen and we went back to school.
Group photo session.
Was a mess that day and the days of the camp.
All the photographers were big-headed for that who'll be collecting all those money?
RM10 each.
Fortunately, the students didn't give us any trouble.
And of course, thanks Mr.Khaw. :)

Then it was the Opening Ceremony.
Here are some photos of the Opening Ceremony.

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Chung Ling tradition. Whenever there's something 隆重, the Band, Chinese Orchestra will be performing in order to welcome them (the VIPs)

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Smile :D

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Forgotten what this thing was. :S Some sort of 敲锣仪.

After the Opening Ceremony,
We were given time to change.
The facilitators were in green while the camp's members were in blue.

Sam was one good emcee? I guess.
He IS humourous
And that's good.
So, our next event,
Ice Breaking Session:

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There's Alvin Ch'ng.
Playing so syok. D:

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All the Best. Gambateh neh~ :)

After all those sweating, fun games,
We now have the Welcoming Dinner.
I thought it would be such boring dinner like those I attended before.
I was wrong.
It indeed was a nice, fun, exciting dinner we had.
The foreign teachers and students were excited.
起劲. :)

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Look. The Indonesians were so happy. They brought up the exciting atmosphere that day.
Tadadadadadaada.

Day 2
ISC forum.
Boring.
School Tour, Co-curriculum exhibition.
Cool.

Thanks to the school tour,
It's the very first time for me to enter

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Here.

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Kadet Polis' Foot Drilling was always the best.
They had the foreigners shocked.
Good Job you did there :D

Nananana, Cultural Games:

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Congkak. :P

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Batu Seremban? Selangor? Pulau Pinang?
Mana batu?
Lol.

In fact, Day 2 was the most amazing day throughout the event.
As the Zombie Night took place on this day.
Unfortunately, there was a basketball competition which lights up certain area.
And as for the school rules too.
However, still got people kena shocked.
Kesiannya.

Behind the scenes:
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Amelyn, as Zombie Girl.
可怕mou?

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制作紧张,可怕滴气氛。
怕怕咯。

Day 3
Team Building
Sandcastle
by the BEACH

Before going to the beach,
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They're here discussing on how to build their sandcastle.

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Group Photo.

Here's Edmund Tan.
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A professional Sandcastle Builder. Thank you.
You know what?

My thoughts:
At first, I didn't think that this job exists.
However, if it did exist, I still can't imagine what a boring life the worker had.


Reality:
I was wrong.
看着别人团队合作时
其实也是蛮高兴的
这个工作特别的地方在于
它促近人与人之间的距离
带来和平
教导人家人生道理
拉近朋友间的感情
让每个人都有值得一提的美好回忆 :)

Went shopping then
出手很重咯
If you know what I mean.

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Had ourselves a cup of Starbucks while waiting for the others to finish shopping.

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Cultural Night
Costumes.

Everyone was in their traditional clothes.
Unfortunately,
Shao Qian was sick that day.
I was in mine too.
Wanna see?
No.

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Camp Faci's Picture. :)

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Hmm, looks like something missing there.

Day 4
Day 4 also quite exciting.
We got Penang Heritage Exploration.

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经典之照 :D

After going back to school,
They went to their groups
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And started preparing their slides.
And during that time.
Met the most dynamite gal.
LOL.
Of course not.
A girl named 亮亮 having the same interest with me.
Don't know got what 名句 can describe.
Forgot jor.

Hmm..
BBQ dinner and also 营火会
Pictures:

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Helping with the food. Yum yum.

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And 营火会
Thanks to the scout helping out with the fire.
F
I
R
E.

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男生阪 K-ON performing.

Day 5

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You know what?
One of the Chung Ling People opened this thing.
And we went there to visit.
Nice place though.

Day 6
Home Stay Programme.
Facilitators not involved.
If you would like to see, check it on Facebook.
Type Raymond Wong on the search bar.
That should do the trick.

Day 7 (Last Day)
Farewell my foreign friends.
Don't cry.
Because someday,
We'll meet again.

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Don't cry.
I'm gonna cry too.

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亮亮 and me. :D
Friends Forever.

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At the airport,
Departure.

Last Group Photo:

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Sayonara.

感言:
Hmm.
Although it's fun, but being a photographer for the camp was indeed a tough job. Plus the meeting for every night was tiresome. However it's fun too. I missed you guys. Especially those who worked with me, us and corporate well with the photographers. Not to mention, the Form 6's were indeed caring. <3 you guys. The photographs here aren't complete. But if you do like to see even more detailed photos/stories, you can click on here: 4th Chung Ling International Student Camp
THE END.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

sixteen

image

I was thinking that what if I wasn't a prefect?
What if all the friends I lost would forgive me for this one last time?
I'm quite frustrated now.

为何要如此执着于那地位?
终于知道为何之前要写部落格了
是想要把开心的事情记录下来
偶尔发泄一下
因为我固执的脾性
让我失去了够朋友
你没做错
错在于我
或许吧

sixteen
好让人迷茫的岁数
晚上看部落格
格外有感触
难道以前到今天的感情是虚假的吗?
难道你会认为说在无人愿意帮助你的时候,
我会再落井下石吗?
太多的难道,
换来的只是你轻蔑丶冷淡丶讽刺

是的,
在你面前向你宣开冷战
是因为仍接受不到那一次宁可信其有的创伤
那该死的尊严也是一个因素
他妈的

但现在说什么也是无济于补的
真希望你看了我的Po后
可以来个电
听听我的倾诉
友谊万岁。


Sunday, October 20, 2013

老实说,
身为一个鍾灵生,
我并不觉得骄傲。
也𣎴知道为何。
鍾灵可以说是创造我人生道路的第一个关卡,
也可说是毁了我中学生涯的门槛,
一个跘脚石。

至今,
我仍无法接受后面那几刀,
我的人就是这么的贱。
尤其是当一个我如此尊敬的人这么对我。
一个只把我当成傀儡的人,
我不能将你留在身边。
你为我的生活增添了不少色彩,
但在利益与朋友的二选一抉择下,
你却无情的把我生命的色彩全都染黑了。
我在乎你这一位朋友,
或许是我钻牛角尖,
或许真有此事。

我从来没有如此害怕过的感觉
你突然就变得如此陌生
我真希望可以从旁协助你
但懦弱的我却无法过自己的那一关
身怕又成为一个愧儡

是的,
我是很在乎,很执着于那个position,
但最令我心寒的却是后面那几片铁,
被刺后还要给人挑几下。
真的好痛。
五脏六腑好像被火烧的感觉

这应该是最后一篇关于你我友情的Po。
在接着的人生道路上加油吧!
我看好你!

Friday, October 18, 2013

靠!

次要:
庆功宴
Solar Boat Competition
Johan for Negeri
Nothing for Kebangsaan
Here's some photos:
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Karaoke :S

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The 2013 Solar Boat Team. Can't cooperate with someone 势利眼

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Siao Kias' moment. Rubern shouted so loudly and crazy.

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Wei Yang, playing violin.
平时收收买买,其实也很有料一下的啊!

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同肥佬照相, Brother larh.

主要:
人性是什么?
很熟悉
很陌生
口试题目曾经拿过人性当题目
但时间不足,也没有Point 讲
《义海豪情》非凡哥真他妈的欠扁
现实生活上, 很多人也是这个样子的。
势利眼,
踩着人家上位,
后面插人家几刀
类似这样的人一直给我撞到
是幸运还是倒霉
不知道。
前几天老师问我:“你变了?”
的确,我是变了, 吹么?
不是我要变,是周遭环境造成我这个样子的。
我承认,我是小气的人。
这是我的性格
我很记仇的
不要说一张照片,一个pixel 我也不打算给。
酱厉害,自己做完啦
POKAI!
HAM GA CHAN!
很优秀so what?
Reputation 高 so what?
踩着人家上位,
后面插人家几刀。
留着明天再写。

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Entertaining

好久没update了
我不是很擅于娱乐别人
你要对我发蓝扎
这是你的自由
我不是很爱管你的闲事
我没有否认我的人格很烂
但是成为最优秀那个
有屁用啊?
哎。

I don't always entertain people,
But when I do,
You should be the someone that is special to me.
:)