抑郁症

我会莫名地心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静地发呆，怀念着逝去的人和事。 我会突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷得发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。 我会发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。 我会突然感觉自己与世界格格不入。 我会突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。 我会在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。 我会突然很想哭，却难过得哭不出来。 我会在夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。 我会在走过熟悉的街角，突然就会想起一个人的脸。 我会觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。 我会觉得孤单，明明自己身边很多朋友。 我会突然找不到自己，把自己弄丢了。 我会突然冒出一种“厌倦”的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。 我会看不到自己未来的样子，面对未来，迷茫得不知所措。 我会听到一首歌，就想起了一个人。 我会渴望被人理解，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。...

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Panorama

Heard of that 黄宗泽 came to Queensbay Mall, Penang this afternoon. Nyah, don't even care about it. Anyhow, today was really tired of that when mum woke me up at 9:30 a.m.. I'll tell you a secret. I slept at 3:00 a.m. yesterday. That's what made me tired the whole day today D:. Uh, went to 1st Avenue for the very 1st time. Kind of 'sampat' but luckily...

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Fryday

I was so excited on Thursday as I will be having another 'venti' size outing with me friends and of course, going back to my primary school to see how this 'Canteen Day' event going. Departed from le home at about 8:00 to school. It was le brother's and all others' Form 5 students graduation ceremony. Heard le brother say that there were about 80...

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Lunch Buffet @ G-hotel

Long time no blog, how'ya doin'? Had a buffet lunch today at G-hotel, don't jelly :P. the buffet started at approximate 12:00 noon. We went there a bit late. (Just five minutes late though -.-) I heard people said that there will be about 120 people coming in the buffet but it ends up only a few table of people trying to stuff as much food as they...

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