It has been almost 6 months since I continue to blog. I did think of giving up the blogging part of my life and guess what? No. I love writing about stuffs and giving it all up is just absurd.
I've been planning to operate a business of my own, with a partner lately but it ended up my partner didn't want it. Every night I couldn't sleep because of the thoughts inside my mind. Then one day I realize what if college is the time where I should go make friends, since I didn't have one, or do I?
I'm 19 this year (currently in my sophomore year), growing up, getting mature, and this thought/quote from Steve Jobs just came across my mind:
"If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "no" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. "
I've been procrastinating for my whole life, worried about this and that, dragging myself back from the path of success. There are some factors that made me so. I'm so tired already. Even suicidal thoughts have came to me in the past few months. I scarcely share my thoughts with other people.
However, from this moment onwards, I'll be going public. I'll be unleashing the beast inside of me, making the life I've always wanted. I know, I know, I've been making a lot of empty promises back then, but this time, it's different. Sometimes you'll just need some setbacks in life to awaken the innner you, who you are and what you're worth for. 6 months, 4 books, 2 choices, 1 decision right now.
You could join me, be part of the team, it may be small at first but I'd guarantee you that you'll not regret. :)
I'll be making a video about this later in the future to talk about my recent self.
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