My First Vlog

I've always been a fan of making Youtube videos. Before making any of my OWN Youtube videos, I was prohibited from filming them because of my parents. Asian parents have that stereotype of wanting their children to excel in all sort of things, from basic mathematics to astrophysics and so on. I was a little fortunate because my parents wouldn't allow me to do anything unrelated of my studies until after my SPM. So, yeah. I'm that typical Asian kid who excels in most of everything, not all, but most of them. My parents' teaching method is a little bit odd but I think they're the best teacher ever. From the day I was born until the day I turned 18, my parents were strict. No outings which last more than 2 hours, no video games (NO VIDEO GAMES AT ALL), no girlfriends and whatsoever. The only thing I could have is tuition. A fuckton of homework and so much more. Co-curriculum activities are also not being encouraged when I was in high school. Until when I was 18, my parents didn't really care much about me and they gave me my freedom of pursuing my career, my passion and my hobby. It was then I knew that how fucked up my life was. I knew nothing about life, hardships, relationships and so on. I was LOST, TOTALLY. I've went through that depression stage and I know what it was like. You're anxious, nervous, afraid, cold towards yourself and your own decisions. Your mistakes are the worst shit that could ever haunt you. I was in deep shit.


Until one day, again, when I realized that I've got nothing to lose, I started my initial change phase, that is to be positive, mentally.
Then the second stage, being able to get down from my own high horse.
Third stage, started pursuing my passion.
Fourth, being grateful of what I'm possessing right now.
Fifth, value others' existence and their advice.
Sixth, started socializing...

Of course, I'm still improving myself in every aspect of my life. I ain't perfect but if 100's the full mark for life, I'd like to score an 85.

And yes of course, I would like to thank all the viewers who watched at my first vlog. It might be a little dull, but yeah, I'll try to make them interesting. :D

You guys are the best *Peace*.